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I've had enough of this parade.
I'm thinking of the words to say.
When I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you...
-------- Travis - Closer.
I've always struggled to say the right words to people around me. This post is a tiny attempt to thank all the people who have made my life so amazing.
GOD : I thank you for blessing me with the most amazing parents and friends.
PARENTS : I live for you, and I'd trade my entire life for a moment with you cuz you are the best parents in the whole universe and I know you love me more than anyone ever can......saying anything else would just be an understatement.
COUSINS : I hate you for all the girly things you make me do, but thats insignificant compared to how much I love you. You've always been there for me, laughed at my silly jokes, listened to my stupid stories, been a part of my crazy pranks, held me together when things didn't go my way. I know we haven't spent as much time together as we wish but I promise that from now on I will try harder. Love you loads.
FRIENDS :
Mouli : My mentor/idol, you have helped me through so many tough times, Ive lost count of it, I can never thank you enough. I hope I can be half as good a person as you.
Shrew a.k.a Sravan : The only person who has more problems than me at any given instant, I've learned so much from you, you are my voice of reason. Thanks for always cheering me up.
Rambo a.k.a Ramesh : Hyderabad without you would never be the same, if it weren't for you I would have probably turned into nerdracula a lot sooner. Coolio :)
Sai + Srikanth + Tkt + Kuppu + Manda + Ravi + Praveen + Po + Pinky + Nikhil + Dukaye + Chintu + Sneha + Ajay +.................. : The most amazing childhood friends ever, can't forget all the goofy times and the cricket matches.
Mukala : Rash on the outside but one of the nicest persons I've come across, Thanks for always being there for me even though I couldn't do the same for you.
Nm : Some people are supposed to stay in your life forever, While others walk into your life to show you paradise before they walk out. You have changed me in more ways than I can possibly imagine. If I could live my life all over again, I wouldn't change a thing about us.
Dms + Bully + Babai + Gangee : The first group at NITW that I could be a part of, the sportstars of NITW( even though most would disagree I still believe we play the best football ever). I can never forget the countless trips to dhaba and the unlimited entertainment.
Aditya : One of the few people in NITW who is as lazy as me and thinks along the same lines as me.Thanks for always listening to my elimination plans and reading my posts.
Amruth : The Roger Fooderer of NITW, we have played the most ridiculous tennis of all time, if I ever turn pro its because of your stupid serve.
A special thanks to all the people who have made this blog and hence this post possible... Azeera ( I've started blogging after reading your amazing posts ), Dms ( Thanks a lot for always trying to improve my blog with your google wisdom, we shall rule the internet some day ;)the billions of people worldwide who eagerly wait for my posts.........
Sick Sad Little World Soaked In Infinite Misery

She was a pretty little girl,
Born to smile, born to love,
But every tear she cried,
Was a stab till love was done.
A victim of his selfishness,
She was torn inside,
When tears were blood,
She couldn't cry anymore.
Trapped in a body that wasn't her own,
She fell into an endless well of misery,
Hitting the bottom was the only relief,
She came to an everlasting rest.
Lost in this sick sad world,
Some little girls only know to weep,
For their souls are murdered,
By evil men the world doesn't hang.
Will the world ever care???
For these little girls that bleed.
I shouldn't have written this poem as I can never relate to the amount of pain a person goes through in such circumstances but, everyday the newspaper is filled with rape incidents...........Uncles, neighbours,teachers, cops, brothers, fathers.......I can't understand how people can be so cruel.........Will the world ever be free from all this misery and pain......
ABDUCTION OF LOVE

Torn apart between right and wrong,
We struggle in a state of lunacy,
Filled with volatile beliefs,
We crawl in a pit of confusion.
Like moths around a flame,
We fight over the unknown,
Drowning in the darkness of discrimination,
We fail to see all the similarity.
Lost in the delusions of power,
We lose a grip on life,
Unaware of the beauty of love,
We pour hatred into our souls.
Starve your suspiscions,
Free your soul from rage,
Love is all we need,
Lets fill our hearts with it.
There is a paradise waiting for all of us.......If we can put an end to hatred and give love a chance......Nationality, Political beliefs, Ethnicity, Religion, Caste......there can be a million things that seperate us......but they should never stop us from loving each other.......
21 Dreaming on 30

After watching an episode of scrubs in which JD & Turk have a "Things to do before we turn 30" list, I have decided to come up with a wish list of my own. I am confused about where my life's heading, mainly coz I am still as emotional as a six year old girl and my decision making ability is worse than that of a drunken baboon. So maybe analyzing what I want from my life by making a list of my selfish wishes might clear things up.
30 THINGS TO DO BEFORE I TURN 30
1) Meet Alicia Silverstone and get a picture taken with her.
2) A silent walk in the rain with a girl I like.
3) MS in the US of A.
4) Get a really cool job and use the extra cash to publish my poems.
5) Visit Disney Land.
6) Learn playin a piano.
7) Kiss a girl on top of Eiffel tower.
8) Learn a Foreign language.
9) A ride on a Giant Wheel.
10) Sky diving.
11) Learn to swim.
12) Hit six sixes in an over.
13) Visit France and Italy after exploring India.
14) Climb Mt. Moula Ali. ( Which happens to be right beside my house)
15) Eat atleast 100 types of brown chocolate.
16) Go on a 'real' date.
17) Watch Chelsea play at the bridge.
18) Sing in front of an audience.
19) Lose myself in the eyes of a person, whatever that means.
20) Try my super cool yet super dangerous Bhaski Bottom wrestling move on someone.
21) Walk on a beach with a loved one, when it is raining.
22) Get pictures taken with a donkey, dolphin, seal, penguin and panda.
23) Continue to be ciggy and booze free.
25) Wear a spiderman outfit and run in the streets.
26) Get front row tickets to a Himesh Reshammiya concert and mock him all along.
27) Go camping in a forest and watch the sky all night long.
28) Run the Hyderabad marathon.
29) Direct a mini movie and get a cool nick like VJpac or Vthug.
30) Help an old man cross a road. ( The toughest task among the 30, esp coz I am horrible at crossing roads)
It's gonna be completing tasks Earl Hickey style.........
BREATHE

Ambrosia never tasted sweeter than,A silent peek of your elysian smile,
Like the moonlight that adorns the night,You've filled every ounce of me with ecstasy.
Songs of an enchanted nymph wouldn't coax,Restless souls that long for your voice,Like the love for gold that enamoured midas,You've enraptured my inane heart.
ALWAYS.....

I will always cherish,
the warbled melody of your voice,
relishing all the joy ingrained,
in every word you say.
I will always wish upon,
shooting stars and fallen eyelashes,
certain that wishes would come true,
when you paint green over blue.
I will always treasure,
tender moments strewn in time,
times when i was lost,
forever in your smile.
I will always believe,
no matter how many times undone,
hanging on to dreams of an us,
even when you seem to look away.
TOP 5@5
I recently realized that Iam not as good at literary works as I thought i was, so instead of writing a normal post I decided to complete the two tags I got from my friends........
This one is called TOP 5@5
BOOKS :
- The Kite Runner - Khalid Hosseini : Read this book a year ago and is by far the best I have ever read.........has absolutely everything..... touches a lot of issues and makes you think for quite a while.....so a must read.....
- Collection Of Poems - Thomas Hardy : Amazing poems......the book in the school library that amused me most....my friends found hardly boys and fancy drews cool.....so used to hide this book whenever anyone came around to avoid being a nerd but, there were always other reasons for me to be one......
- Time line - Micheal Crichton : Read it when I was in school.....this book has done wonders to my day dreaming ability...time travel, love, sacrifice, science, battles, ancient civilizations, crazy weird geeks....has pretty much everything.....
- To Kill A Mocking Bird - Harper Lee : Read it for a book review in college......lovely book......Amazing characters and plot, humour is simple yet outstanding, human emotions and values are depicted exceptionally well.....never had more fun reading a book....
- Steal Away - Jennifer Armstrong : This is the last good book that I have read.....has a nice plot, but for some weird reason confused me quite a lot.......
MOVIES : Iam a perfect libran(peace loving and emotional) so dont blame me if you watch any of the movies below and dont find them interesting......
- Life Is Beautiful : The best movie ever.... filled with love, funny and still can make you cry like a baby... splendid performance by Roberto Benjini and the italian actress looks gud too....a definite must watch.....
- I am Sam : A really good movie, just love it.... Amazing performance by Dakota Fanning........
- Shrek : Funny, simple, sweet, ugly, Eddie murphy in a perfect role...........absolutely awesome movie.............
- Father of the bride : No movie list is complete without a Steve Martin movie, from bowfinger to bilko all his movies rock.....but definetly is his best and my favourite.....
- Dr Dolittle : Absolutely hilarious movie......makes you laugh no matter how many times you watch it.......
MUSIC : (Tough to select five favourite songs, so these are the five that are in my head at this instant......)
- November Rain - GnR : Amazing song.....one of the best rock songs ever....
- Khamaj - Fuzon : Dunno much about the band but a very nice song...the video is real good too........
- Breathe - Michelle Branch : Cool song..... just like the girl with guitar/piano concept......
- Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana : Been listening to this song for ages but still sounds as good as the first time......
- Summer Of 69 - Bryan Adams : Nice song.....gets you into the air guitor mood almost instantaneously......
FOOD : Cant rate food....too tough......ice creams rock though.............
ACTIVITIES : Iam real lazy....though i prefer doing certain things more than the other its because of constraints rather than genuine interest......
Whoaa !!!!....Finally completed.........Anyone who likes the content of this post is tagged by default....
@First line of the post....Naaa...........I know I rock bigtime........was just out of topics so tried a tag....